My First Healing Session: 14/08/2009
· As soon as I lay down I became aware of a presence that filled the room. There was solidity and internal warmth with this presence.
· My first sensation was a tingling on my cheeks.
· I could feel ‘pockets’ of warmth, pulling, pushing, poking and prodding throughout the process, even though no physical contact was happening.
· At times I could feel parts of my body twitch … as if something was making that part of me move (e.g. my right shoulder ‘jumped’ once).
· I could feel everything inside me shifting … a physical sensation of moving energy – a bit like you would feel the movement of water when you are in the ocean (but gentler, more subtle) -- but similar waves of movement throughout my body.
· I felt a lot of movement within at an energy level … like there was a ‘me’ made up of spaghetti made up of blue light strands. At times, this blue light spaghetti felt as if it was being unraveled, re-organised, or untangled.
· Around 20 or so times, I felt a strong sensation – in the same place I would orgasm … but it was NOT sexual … it was NOT arousal … it was just an ‘zing’ in that same area… and it was always immediately followed by a sensation or awareness at my tailbone, or a tingling, heat or movement in some part of my body. This occurred many times throughout the process – regardless of where the focus was … whether the healers were at my feet, torso, head … it happened many times at many different focal points … but that ‘zing’ was like a closed doorway being opened. It is hard to put into words here … but that is the best way I can describe it. That particular energy centre seemed to be connected to many different parts of me … and it was being focused upon. For what reason -- I do not know. It was quite intense, un-sexual, un-arousing, but consistent throughout the process.
· At one point, I ‘drifted off’ somewhere … I was not asleep, but it felt like a similar sensation. When I ‘came back’, my body felt as though it was in a tight cocoon of light energy … like I was swaddled like a baby.
· Throughout the process my hands felt really … fat … and tingled … like they were being ‘switched on’.
· At one point, my whole body felt that same sensation of being really large … like I was wearing a huge Sumo Wrestler suit … but that it was part of me.
· At one point, I felt pulling up through the centre of my crown … like going to the chiropractor for a spinal re-adjustment … this was like an ‘energy cord’ re-adjustment.
· Throughout the process, my temperature was all over the place. My feet were cold at times … my scalp was on fire … my hands felt really hot at times, my torso and abdomen also felt warm and cold at times … hot cheeks, warm heels … waves of heat or cold…
· Throughout the process, my heart rate and breathing would change dramatically. My breathing went from deep and rhythmic to rapid and short, to rapid and long, to normal. My heart rate would thump strongly, like it was leaping out of my chest … and then it would race as though I had just run up the hill, and then slow down to a normal beat.
· Throughout I felt tweaks and twinges in my lower spine, lower neck. At times, I also felt nothing at all … which is unusual as there is often a dull pain in my lower back – particularly if I am lying down flat.
· At one stage, I felt my upper torso being pulled upward and outward from my legs. Another time, I felt my legs being gently pulled, like gentle traction.
· Toward the end I felt as though I was a large piece of gelatinous plasticine or putty, and that I was being pushed and reshaped inside … at an energy level.
· The last 3-5 minutes were interesting in that my scalp felt as though it was on fire. It was very, very intense, and hot, and hurting, and it was tingling and had pins and needles throughout my whole scalp.
· Again, in the last 3-5 minutes, I felt a very strong pressure on my occipital bone at the back of my head … as though someone was pushing a wooden block very firmly onto that part of my head. It was quite intense. It felt that my whole head (particularly at the back of my head – including my brain) was being energized.
· The last 1-2 minutes was the only physical contact I had throughout the process with Alex. At that stage, he placed his hands on my left arm, and just held them there. As soon as he put his hands there, I felt as though his hands were just out of the freezer. You know the feeling when you stand at the freezer, and all your heat gets sucked away from you into the freezer? That is how it felt … like my warmth was going into his hands. Then, it shifted, and there became like an energy sharing sensation where heat was not moving at all – even though his hands still felt cold to me.
· When the process had completed, the back of my head (where I felt the intense pressure) throbbed for about 10-15 minutes afterwards.
· For the next 5 hours, my temperature was all over the place. I was initially really cold, and it took me about 15 minutes to warm back up again … even though I felt where I had been lying was quite warm – I was not! Then I would get hot … and then cold … and then hot … and then cold. I cannot tell you how many times I took my jumper off, then put it back on again!
UPDATE 16/08/2009
· Since the process, I have felt less reactive to situations (I am prone to being over-sensitive with people), calmer and more composed.
· I usually have some sort of ‘twinge’ in my lower back after exercising (I did yesterday) … but today I feel no fatigue or pain in my lower back. I have not even ‘inverted’ on the inversion table as I usually need to after exercising!
· I still feel at times that I am being poked.
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
Healing testimonial S. New South Wales. Australia
I lay down on my back and was asked to relax and have no expectations.
I was immediately aware of the amazing number of thoughts going through my mind even though the atmosphere in the room was perfectly still and calm.
The first thing I became aware of was a change in my breathing, which is ordinarily not so deep.
What struck me most was the exaggerated length of the exhalations, which are usually quite short. I then focused my attention on these breaths, away from my thoughts.
I was aware of an intensity of energy around me, and this gradually built up and would change from gentle to very firm at times.
At one stage I felt as if a huge column of pressure coming in through the top of my head at this seemed to continue for some time.
I also felt a sensation in (particularly my right hand), as if it was growing bigger and bigger.
The next thing I felt was this same very strong column of pressure moving right down through my torso and again remaining there for some time.
It was quite intense and it was at this time that I felt a sensation of actually being out of my body and watching what was happening.
After the column of pressure subsided I felt a very gentle and loving warmth all around my torso area and that almost felt as if I’d gently separated in large segments; this felt very peaceful and relaxing.
Throughout the differing sensations I was experiencing in my body, I was constantly aware of both the deep breaths and the thoughts I was having. There were times, in fact, when I had no desire to take a breath in; it just felt so wonderful to have had such a deep exhalation.
The next sensation I remember was feeling a pressure in my chest area and at that time my heartbeat changed and I felt a couple of really big “thuds” as if my heart had changed rhythm.
I also experienced a sharp “twinge” in my left hip which has been giving me some problems for a couple of years now. This is the only time I felt a sensation that was short, sharp and localized as opposed to an overall pressure.
This was momentary and I then felt a firm pressure on both my legs for a short time.
The final and most intense experience that I remember was a feeling of being “lifted” off the bed. It felt as if something was raising me from the middle of my body and pulling me up off the bed. My body felt like it was arching and the “pulling” was so strong I was not sure if I’d actually lifted off the bed!
I was very aware of when the energy withdrew and I was left with a sensation of feeling very “solid” and centered.
Since the healing took place I am now able to sleep soundly without interruptions. Before the healing I woke several times during the night to take my asthma medication. I have not taken this medication since. I can breathe more freely now and I am feeling positive, confident and relaxed--I am truly amazed and very grateful.
I was immediately aware of the amazing number of thoughts going through my mind even though the atmosphere in the room was perfectly still and calm.
The first thing I became aware of was a change in my breathing, which is ordinarily not so deep.
What struck me most was the exaggerated length of the exhalations, which are usually quite short. I then focused my attention on these breaths, away from my thoughts.
I was aware of an intensity of energy around me, and this gradually built up and would change from gentle to very firm at times.
At one stage I felt as if a huge column of pressure coming in through the top of my head at this seemed to continue for some time.
I also felt a sensation in (particularly my right hand), as if it was growing bigger and bigger.
The next thing I felt was this same very strong column of pressure moving right down through my torso and again remaining there for some time.
It was quite intense and it was at this time that I felt a sensation of actually being out of my body and watching what was happening.
After the column of pressure subsided I felt a very gentle and loving warmth all around my torso area and that almost felt as if I’d gently separated in large segments; this felt very peaceful and relaxing.
Throughout the differing sensations I was experiencing in my body, I was constantly aware of both the deep breaths and the thoughts I was having. There were times, in fact, when I had no desire to take a breath in; it just felt so wonderful to have had such a deep exhalation.
The next sensation I remember was feeling a pressure in my chest area and at that time my heartbeat changed and I felt a couple of really big “thuds” as if my heart had changed rhythm.
I also experienced a sharp “twinge” in my left hip which has been giving me some problems for a couple of years now. This is the only time I felt a sensation that was short, sharp and localized as opposed to an overall pressure.
This was momentary and I then felt a firm pressure on both my legs for a short time.
The final and most intense experience that I remember was a feeling of being “lifted” off the bed. It felt as if something was raising me from the middle of my body and pulling me up off the bed. My body felt like it was arching and the “pulling” was so strong I was not sure if I’d actually lifted off the bed!
I was very aware of when the energy withdrew and I was left with a sensation of feeling very “solid” and centered.
Since the healing took place I am now able to sleep soundly without interruptions. Before the healing I woke several times during the night to take my asthma medication. I have not taken this medication since. I can breathe more freely now and I am feeling positive, confident and relaxed--I am truly amazed and very grateful.
J. NSW Australia Testimonial Healing of back and shift in consciousness
My First Healing Session: 14/08/2009
· As soon as I lay down I became aware of a presence that filled the room. There was solidity and internal warmth with this presence.
· My first sensation was a tingling on my cheeks.
· I could feel ‘pockets’ of warmth, pulling, pushing, poking and prodding throughout the process, even though no physical contact was happening.
· At times I could feel parts of my body twitch … as if something was making that part of me move (e.g. my right shoulder ‘jumped’ once).
· I could feel everything inside me shifting … a physical sensation of moving energy – a bit like you would feel the movement of water when you are in the ocean (but gentler, more subtle) -- but similar waves of movement throughout my body.
· I felt a lot of movement within at an energy level … like there was a ‘me’ made up of spaghetti made up of blue light strands. At times, this blue light spaghetti felt as if it was being unraveled, re-organised, or untangled.
· Around 20 or so times, I felt a strong sensation – in the same place I would orgasm … but it was NOT sexual … it was NOT arousal … it was just an ‘zing’ in that same area… and it was always immediately followed by a sensation or awareness at my tailbone, or a tingling, heat or movement in some part of my body. This occurred many times throughout the process – regardless of where the focus was … whether the healers were at my feet, torso, head … it happened many times at many different focal points … but that ‘zing’ was like a closed doorway being opened. It is hard to put into words here … but that is the best way I can describe it. That particular energy centre seemed to be connected to many different parts of me … and it was being focused upon. For what reason -- I do not know. It was quite intense, un-sexual, un-arousing, but consistent throughout the process.
· At one point, I ‘drifted off’ somewhere … I was not asleep, but it felt like a similar sensation. When I ‘came back’, my body felt as though it was in a tight cocoon of light energy … like I was swaddled like a baby.
· Throughout the process my hands felt really … fat … and tingled … like they were being ‘switched on’.
· At one point, my whole body felt that same sensation of being really large … like I was wearing a huge Sumo Wrestler suit … but that it was part of me.
· At one point, I felt pulling up through the centre of my crown … like going to the chiropractor for a spinal re-adjustment … this was like an ‘energy cord’ re-adjustment.
· Throughout the process, my temperature was all over the place. My feet were cold at times … my scalp was on fire … my hands felt really hot at times, my torso and abdomen also felt warm and cold at times … hot cheeks, warm heels … waves of heat or cold…
· Throughout the process, my heart rate and breathing would change dramatically. My breathing went from deep and rhythmic to rapid and short, to rapid and long, to normal. My heart rate would thump strongly, like it was leaping out of my chest … and then it would race as though I had just run up the hill, and then slow down to a normal beat.
· Throughout I felt tweaks and twinges in my lower spine, lower neck. At times, I also felt nothing at all … which is unusual as there is often a dull pain in my lower back – particularly if I am lying down flat.
· At one stage, I felt my upper torso being pulled upward and outward from my legs. Another time, I felt my legs being gently pulled, like gentle traction.
· Toward the end I felt as though I was a large piece of gelatinous plasticine or putty, and that I was being pushed and reshaped inside … at an energy level.
· The last 3-5 minutes were interesting in that my scalp felt as though it was on fire. It was very, very intense, and hot, and hurting, and it was tingling and had pins and needles throughout my whole scalp.
· Again, in the last 3-5 minutes, I felt a very strong pressure on my occipital bone at the back of my head … as though someone was pushing a wooden block very firmly onto that part of my head. It was quite intense. It felt that my whole head (particularly at the back of my head – including my brain) was being energized.
· The last 1-2 minutes was the only physical contact I had throughout the process with Alex. At that stage, he placed his hands on my left arm, and just held them there. As soon as he put his hands there, I felt as though his hands were just out of the freezer. You know the feeling when you stand at the freezer, and all your heat gets sucked away from you into the freezer? That is how it felt … like my warmth was going into his hands. Then, it shifted, and there became like an energy sharing sensation where heat was not moving at all – even though his hands still felt cold to me.
· When the process had completed, the back of my head (where I felt the intense pressure) throbbed for about 10-15 minutes afterwards.
· For the next 5 hours, my temperature was all over the place. I was initially really cold, and it took me about 15 minutes to warm back up again … even though I felt where I had been lying was quite warm – I was not! Then I would get hot … and then cold … and then hot … and then cold. I cannot tell you how many times I took my jumper off, then put it back on again!
UPDATE 16/08/2009
· Since the process, I have felt less reactive to situations (I am prone to being over-sensitive with people), calmer and more composed.
· I usually have some sort of ‘twinge’ in my lower back after exercising (I did yesterday) … but today I feel no fatigue or pain in my lower back. I have not even ‘inverted’ on the inversion table as I usually need to after exercising!
· I still feel at times that I am being poked.
· As soon as I lay down I became aware of a presence that filled the room. There was solidity and internal warmth with this presence.
· My first sensation was a tingling on my cheeks.
· I could feel ‘pockets’ of warmth, pulling, pushing, poking and prodding throughout the process, even though no physical contact was happening.
· At times I could feel parts of my body twitch … as if something was making that part of me move (e.g. my right shoulder ‘jumped’ once).
· I could feel everything inside me shifting … a physical sensation of moving energy – a bit like you would feel the movement of water when you are in the ocean (but gentler, more subtle) -- but similar waves of movement throughout my body.
· I felt a lot of movement within at an energy level … like there was a ‘me’ made up of spaghetti made up of blue light strands. At times, this blue light spaghetti felt as if it was being unraveled, re-organised, or untangled.
· Around 20 or so times, I felt a strong sensation – in the same place I would orgasm … but it was NOT sexual … it was NOT arousal … it was just an ‘zing’ in that same area… and it was always immediately followed by a sensation or awareness at my tailbone, or a tingling, heat or movement in some part of my body. This occurred many times throughout the process – regardless of where the focus was … whether the healers were at my feet, torso, head … it happened many times at many different focal points … but that ‘zing’ was like a closed doorway being opened. It is hard to put into words here … but that is the best way I can describe it. That particular energy centre seemed to be connected to many different parts of me … and it was being focused upon. For what reason -- I do not know. It was quite intense, un-sexual, un-arousing, but consistent throughout the process.
· At one point, I ‘drifted off’ somewhere … I was not asleep, but it felt like a similar sensation. When I ‘came back’, my body felt as though it was in a tight cocoon of light energy … like I was swaddled like a baby.
· Throughout the process my hands felt really … fat … and tingled … like they were being ‘switched on’.
· At one point, my whole body felt that same sensation of being really large … like I was wearing a huge Sumo Wrestler suit … but that it was part of me.
· At one point, I felt pulling up through the centre of my crown … like going to the chiropractor for a spinal re-adjustment … this was like an ‘energy cord’ re-adjustment.
· Throughout the process, my temperature was all over the place. My feet were cold at times … my scalp was on fire … my hands felt really hot at times, my torso and abdomen also felt warm and cold at times … hot cheeks, warm heels … waves of heat or cold…
· Throughout the process, my heart rate and breathing would change dramatically. My breathing went from deep and rhythmic to rapid and short, to rapid and long, to normal. My heart rate would thump strongly, like it was leaping out of my chest … and then it would race as though I had just run up the hill, and then slow down to a normal beat.
· Throughout I felt tweaks and twinges in my lower spine, lower neck. At times, I also felt nothing at all … which is unusual as there is often a dull pain in my lower back – particularly if I am lying down flat.
· At one stage, I felt my upper torso being pulled upward and outward from my legs. Another time, I felt my legs being gently pulled, like gentle traction.
· Toward the end I felt as though I was a large piece of gelatinous plasticine or putty, and that I was being pushed and reshaped inside … at an energy level.
· The last 3-5 minutes were interesting in that my scalp felt as though it was on fire. It was very, very intense, and hot, and hurting, and it was tingling and had pins and needles throughout my whole scalp.
· Again, in the last 3-5 minutes, I felt a very strong pressure on my occipital bone at the back of my head … as though someone was pushing a wooden block very firmly onto that part of my head. It was quite intense. It felt that my whole head (particularly at the back of my head – including my brain) was being energized.
· The last 1-2 minutes was the only physical contact I had throughout the process with Alex. At that stage, he placed his hands on my left arm, and just held them there. As soon as he put his hands there, I felt as though his hands were just out of the freezer. You know the feeling when you stand at the freezer, and all your heat gets sucked away from you into the freezer? That is how it felt … like my warmth was going into his hands. Then, it shifted, and there became like an energy sharing sensation where heat was not moving at all – even though his hands still felt cold to me.
· When the process had completed, the back of my head (where I felt the intense pressure) throbbed for about 10-15 minutes afterwards.
· For the next 5 hours, my temperature was all over the place. I was initially really cold, and it took me about 15 minutes to warm back up again … even though I felt where I had been lying was quite warm – I was not! Then I would get hot … and then cold … and then hot … and then cold. I cannot tell you how many times I took my jumper off, then put it back on again!
UPDATE 16/08/2009
· Since the process, I have felt less reactive to situations (I am prone to being over-sensitive with people), calmer and more composed.
· I usually have some sort of ‘twinge’ in my lower back after exercising (I did yesterday) … but today I feel no fatigue or pain in my lower back. I have not even ‘inverted’ on the inversion table as I usually need to after exercising!
· I still feel at times that I am being poked.
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